The good Husband, the
misunderstood Son
Life has given me so
much ..it has given me a good ,very good husband……a matter-of-factly
son!!! And life is a roller coaster ride!!
Every time we talk I feel I will be a referee any second
now!! The husband feels deeply, plays and loves passionately, the son , sees objectively and says things coldly…
Intense feelings
compared to objectivity….so
near and yet just as opposite…I am caught between …trapped with my roles as wife and mommy!
Cannot openly side
with anybody and yet cannot remain neutral
long enough to diffuse the tension……..two mountains both trying to head butt each other…I am caught in
a crossfire …
He is a conservative , old schooled dad…. He , a cool dude
in a hurry to grow up yet still my baby J I am the mommy after
all.
He spoils the boy expecting that his control over the “kid” is airtight… he takes advantage of the Dad and gets what he
wants and expresses no gratitude but the
occasional kisses and hugs when he gets
what he want!
The n he gets angry , the other guy ? he gets confused why his dad is angry! And I
am caught in between , I can not breath ……..i
scream ..i cry…I curse…I die..or shall I say , I almost always die every time!!!
Well , life gets interesting everyday, tonight I am the telephone operator at the
end of two lines.. o more aptly a translator lost in translation!! Caught again
in between their own issues…….their
issues makes all my issues come to surface and life goes on….. an emotional
tumble….but life goes on and I survive to referee for another day! Such are the roles I juggle every day…but wait, ,
that’s not all…wait till you hear about my daughter!
Well, maybe next time……meanwhile I will have fun with the
husband!!!
hello
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